01-17-24: drinking me some tea, this stuff is honey-vanilla-chamomile, it's really good... it's cold, sunny, and icey in Rockingham county today, i like one out of those three, the sunny part, i also tweaked some muscles or tendons shoveling yesterday (no fvcking surprise there), so i've got plenty to complain about today, but i won't, not for now... OK, moving right along... much of the inspiration for this website can be likened to the prophet Joshua's encouragement, to 'be strong and courageous', it's sort of like finding your voice (as it was recently and accurately labeled), but the hard way... i'm no writer really, not a trained anything really, customer service was probably my best fit job if you look back at my employment history, so was soldiering (i'm an Army Vet)... but if you look at my post from the other day, MLK-day, i mention Dr. Martin Luther King Jr's courage, so it got me thinking a bit... um, hold on, let me give some back-story/context... if you look back at recorded history you will find many accounts of various atrocities that were carried out by insane/possessed individuals, small cults/clubs/organizations, all the way up to substantial armies (no offense to Navy Marines Airforce Spaceforce and other stewards, you bunch of dunces). If you had a few years of schooling, then i'm sure you can recall some nasty atrocities that are well doumented, and maybe experienced some yourself, go ahead and stew on it for a minute, you might come up with a dozen or so easy-peasie/low-hanging-fruit examples... now guess what, covid was even worse, maybe all of them together times ten (+/- ?)... that's where this is going...
... so, i noticed some prominent writers that are using some variation of the word 'courage' in either their brand, or their publications, that's cute, it both sells and stokes the ego all in one tidy/efficient word... but, courage is something that anyone with intelligence, conviction, and proper-discernment should exercise as often as possible, you probably don't get victimized/bullied/abused everyday, but sometimes even just calling-out a bull-shitter/scammer requires a degree of courage, voicing that which you know to be correct and/or voicing that which you know to be incorrect (most folks can articulate both), or otherwise coercive/manipulative... a desire to live in reality, which requires truth--mixed with ethics, understanding, and confidence--and then shaken with some Christ-like sheep-dog instincts ought to yield some kind of courage on a routine, otherwise you continue to get victimized, or other people will continue to get victimized, and sane people don't like that one bit... so... courage... i'd much rather be a cheerful/blissful 'lover', but sometimes a guy has to be a fighter (same with you ladies).
... OK, now back to covid... i simply don't care what other people call the germ, and how it was spread throughout much of the world... call it what you want to, it was a laboratory-enhanced virus, which is what biological warfare is all about, taking nasty things found in nature, and making them more nasty... but that's only part of it, the rest of the term biological warfare requires the ability to contain/harness, and deploy those nasty little bugs/germs/viruses... it's one thing to enhance and harness a weapon, and another to make it deployable, the easier/cheaper and more efficient you make the little-bugger deployable, well shit man, who doesn't appreciate efficiency when we witness it... it's one thing to drop a bomb at various altitudes via planes/drones/satellites (or whatever), it's another to network/spread the bug in an aerosol, or contact delivery system, it's really fvcking cheap and efficient at that point... let me just close this pseudo paragraph with a closing statement, it doesn't matter at this point whether the laboratory contained and enhanced germ was released intentionally or not at this point, but it's of my opinion that it was/is a biological weapon by it's very definition (which some feds are going to change the definition of, because it's just what they do)... simply put, i don't like the concept of using biological agents as weapons, and i appreciate Obama trying to put some end to gain-of-function 'virology research' and development, but it clearly never ended, it was just government lip-service at the end of the day, another short-term obstacle that the government machine worked around...
... i love our country, just really don't like some of the decisions, actions, and messaging executed by some of the dysfunctional people who unfortunately influence too many policies/decisions... i don't even want to know details of today's modern warfare and procedures, i learned enough in my short stint that certain weaponry scares the crap out of me, buy maybe i'm more concerned with compromised influencers and leaders, as well as puppet 'yes-men' that won't think for themselves, those are some of the things that bother me the most... so, with that said... if you are a government person you probably don't want to read any further, you already know what i wrote above is accurate, but don't read any further, because i may influence you to a degree where your chain-of-command won't appreciate... fare-enough, warning issued, also, i don't know any 'secrets' anymore, they are long out-dated and my clearance has been inactive for decades; and i have no desire to learn anymore, sometimes secrets are just gossip/propaganda... i try to make that clear every now and then so the nice folks who do monitor me know that i made the gesture/attempt, and, i appreciate you... truth is, Army days were a short season in my life, after i got hurt i was content to leave most of it behind, all but the lessons learned...
... as far as any coordinated/planned deployment of such bugs are concerned, it seemed like too many opportunists who would substantially add to their net-worth were awfully quick to institute emergency measures (unregulated power) which the policy-makers utilized, then used influencers to 'advise' policy to... hold on, did i say 'utilized', i meant 'exploited the sh1t out of', exploiting every facet of a disaster/catastrophe is the hallmark of networked-elites, the world's true scum-bags, not just communists/socialists/marxists/democrats, but the rhinos in the deep-state too, and foreign-sponsored puppets... you know, conniving and conspiring insiders who knew something big was going to happen, and were prepared to cooperate with the network'... something like that... many folks were just fooled, and became subconscious co-conspirators/parrots/cheer-leaders, etc, i hold no ill feelings toward you folks, you were just played like a fiddle, and so have i many times (probably right now some way/how)... there is a concept of destroying things to justify rebuilding them, at the profit of those who are networked... yes, it's safe to call that a 'conspiracy', because opining of any obvious conspirators requires connecting dots to theorize... time, investigations/forensics, witnesses, and whistle-blowers will eventually yield much of the truth, all in due time... i'm not happy with the level of government and corporate coziness lately, as well as their partnership with international/global organizations and agreements... there is where much of the motive, beneficiaries, players, writers, influencers, salesmen and other networked folks show their cult membership-cards by spewing narrative, fear, and answers that only their beneficiaries are prepared to offer snake-oil solutions to, and, usually at the US-Taxpayer's zero-interest loan, or expense...
...moving right along... actually, forget that, back up to the second paragraph... the use of the word 'courageous', hmmm, self-promoters seem to use that keyword as of late... i will say this about the word, i grew-up without a dad, i had some male influence, mostly uncles who weren't old enough to be my dad, so i had a bunch of poor self-confidence, and 'am i capable' sorts of issues to deal with as a young man (seems like i still do to some degree), so the resounding words of God to Joshua 'be strong and courageous' pierced my soul, and ministered to my heart when i read them decades ago... look... i don't want to keep dragging this on, so let me close with this... in the spirit of queen Esther, and the prophet Joshua... we were all born for such a time as this, and even the pure in heart must be strong, and very courageous... if we desire to live in truth and reality, and have understanding, conviction, and confidence, then courage should be a symptom, a positive side-effect of our personality, courage doesn't mean engaging in combat, it can be exercised/present in many different ways, but folks who are often busy and/or distract themselves may get stuck in observer/consumer mode, stuck in the 'matrix', and may never stand up to any form of evil/hate/lies/exploitation/victimization/manipulation, the things that separate us from reality, therefore, The Ultimate Reality
... in the pursuit to self-actualize, and to work on behalf of God and Man, to make greater use of our potential, then we all have to be courageous, life seems like it's smooth-sailing and easy when we don't have much resistance, but sometimes we are in survival-mode, and we have to fight... life is more of a struggle/fight sometimes than others, sometimes you can chill and go with the flow, and many times you have to be strong and courageous, and maybe even fight against the gates of hell with an un-equal and opposite force... only the strong survive, and only the courageous know that truth and life are worth living and fighting for... Be strong and courageous, God spoke to Joshua, and my heart with those words, how do they speak to you? If you moosh those principles above all together then maybe you could say that We were all born for such a time as this, now be sober and alert, strong and courageous; be a mindful/active-participant in life, and in your pursuit of purpose, God, truth, and reality... God bless. -- ct