02-20-22: the chess-match/strategy that's going on in the russia-area of the world is fascinating to observe as a bystander, nothing that's going on over there is as simple as you or anyone else might like to think/consider, and it's not nearly as complex as others might speculate based on the completeness of factual and relevant intel, but world affairs seems to include international networks that most folks won't care to consider, nor would we consider the strength and depth of such networked organizations and world leaders and relevant influencers... to some degree you could say that large/vast networks exhibited common narratives/words and actions/behaviors, and displayed coordination in different parts of the world, and exploited situations and events to enact many similar policies and reactions to things like wide-spread germs and colds and viruses and the like, and dividing this particularly multi-racial and diverse ethnic young nation called the USA, don't think for a minute that race-baiting and reactions to police handlings/mishandlings aren't being exploited to further influence policy and 'race separating', i'll expand more on that in another post maybe, as i try to develop my own perspective based on information that i've been consuming, i've read plenty of other people's opinions and perspectives, but that's only based on what information they consume and how they might be influenced and persuaded to form bias, unless there really is such a thing as an unbiased person that doesn't have different yet complex creative-intelligence and DNA and interpretations of the beauty of nature and what environments we grow and develop in, so the information that we consume and the various size environments that we consider, and the organizations that display similar methods/methodology exhibited by famous old-timer world leaders such as lennin, stalin, marx, putin, hitler, castro, kim, xi, trudeau and others alike ... you know, some of those folks... anyhow, more on that later, but much of that is actually a part of reality that is being carried-out and widely accepted as public and societal normalcy, i try to eliminate ignorance when considering that there are some straight-up nasty deviant cops, and many of them might be racists too, because some bad apples exist in every profession and industries and networks and demographics and environments for millennium... it's just how it goes with humans... but with that said, if you consider some of the topics just mentioned, then maybe you start to see a bit of the 'story of our time'... there aren't a bunch of regular readers on this lousy website blog-thing, but for those that are, i'm going to just start calling a new project SOOT, or soot, because it relates to a broad look at the story of our time... there are many periods of history that offer historical hindsight from which we grow as a civilization, and some times have interesting stories to tell, and i think that the story of the covid-era is an interesting story to tell, and that's a bit of what i want to focus some attention towards... i'm not sure how far back and how wide i want to, or are capable of, trying to consider and include, but there are many stories going on that make-up recent history and the stories of the last recent years, i'm also fifty-two, so you get it based on the types of experiences that an american born and rasied guy of my age might consider... the power and beauty of using racial separation to influence policy and intimidate is that the manipulative word associations used by those who practice such racial distinctions is to now label some who might point-out some obvious facts and happens to be of european ancestry and are genetically formed to be quite white, although Crayola Crayons Colors of the World Collections calibrates me to a color called 'very light rose' i think it was called, i'll have to find the box around the house and hold them up to my skin again to verify, but the color description they used was emasculating enough that i just thought to myself that i'd just assume rather be called white, because that's what i was called/labeled when i was growing up, certain people keep track of us all for some reasons or another, and track us by contrasting skin pigmentation as well as other things too... i don't mind saying that i'm an almost bright-white american born citizen with an italian-irish--hence european--ancestry, so 'by default' i'm about as white as they make 'em, i look toward the sun more than a minute or two and i fvcking burn man, but ask any normal person of any other skin-tone that has worked along-side and collaborated with me for any length of time if my perspectives, words, and actions would suggest that by default i am some how a racist and support racist policies and segregation-- from my perspective normal people just don't really think like that, they might be influenced and conditioned that way over time by environment and experiences, maybe from some ignorant folks, or folks that had negative experiences with contrasting skin-tinted individuals or groups of similar tinted individuals, but the narrative that by default a white tinted person born in america is a racist and supports racist policy based on genetics and geography is just manipulative nonsense, and so when i point out exploits of racial activists i will by default be labeled a white nationalist racist, that's sort of the default method that social and racial activists typically exhibit, i'm referring to folks that are trying to effect policy and funding, and like to use to the manipulation method that's become commonly referred to as 'cancel culture', there is no such 'culture' of canceling, it's that more people have access to the internet to voice themselves, and many of those folks use similar manipulation methods to try to belittle/dehumanize/de-legitimize targets that they, or their network, doesn't like or agree with, i'm sure some smart folks have already written much more about the persuasive and manipulative tactics implored through cancel-culture, maybe even considering common human motivators, and proposed or effected policy too, i'm sure there's a good book or two on that sort of stuff... but some deviant-haters that are skin-toned focused exhibit extra disdain for anyone that is genetically and differently tinted... with that said there are folks that have an 'extra disdain' for folks that look different, i grew-up in a few towns and cities that were in middle-sex country MA, but most of my schooling was in a predominantly european-colored population, you know, bright-white... so some assholes have a disdain in their heart for people who are look a bit different in any way will simply call-out facial features that are prominent or small, or hair-color or style, or if your shy or tall or short or heavy, or if you have braces or glasses, or how you are clothed, or if you were in certain tax-brackets, or if your european ancestors or any other ancestries were from this fvcking country, or that fvcking country, and if you were from this part of town then you were this sort of piss-on, or ignorant, tribal-centric division even though most of us were pretty damn 'white', there was a large population of roman catholic as well as eastern orthodox churches in that town, and tribal-categorization would happen with folks from one similar church on this part of town towards folks that go to an almost copy-cat version of it at another end of town...haters found ways to categorize and hate regardless if there was a large population of darker skin kids and families or not, we didn't separate or minimize/legitimize folks based on african or indian or other darker skin-toned nations, nope, we just found other distinctions to try to minimize/cancel to exert some leverage or control in certain folks... that's my perspective coming from a guy that that was raised by a broke single mom who had to rely on public assistance most of my life, and associated and identified quite well with other broke families that lived in similar housing and conditions and had all different skin-tones than mine... it seems like folks that show/exhibit the golden-rule seem to get along without racial prejudice, but there are some deviants that use skin-tone as a litmus test for acceptance and i'm not good with that at all... i don't doubt that there are such racist/separatists still congregated in certain parts of the country, and i appreciate when they are challenged, there are still folks that think that african slaves should never have been freed, and it's a sad truth that lives-on today... so when you look at what groups like BLM actually did with their time/energy/resources and ensuing wealth then you start looking at the motives of the leaders of such movements and revolutions, who they are sponsored by and networked with and who and what they also influence... of course normal people think that every life is important and matters, i know that anti-abortionists certainly think so, i know most legitimate christians do too, so BLM was the most clever slogan devised in modern history in both bringing police brutality to light, as well as separating people based on contrast of skin tone and heritage... i have a late cousin that i admire in many respects... he's as white as we get, too... he worked in urban environments for many years and appreciated folks of all different skin-tints, and one of the last memorable quotes that he said to me was 'some of the worse shit done to me was by other irish people, not other races... there was wisdom in his words, unloving and impulsive people exist in all shapes, sizes, and colors, and come from lot's of different places and from lot's of different circumstances, but the rise of race-baiting tactics and manipulation and more skin-colored centric policy should be considered when we think of the summer of the rise of BLM and antifa in the streets of america, marxist revolutionary tactics are being utilized by more 'activist groups' and when predominantly white tuckers in canada push-back on authoritarian executives and government policies and power grabs, that's when they get called all sorts of strange yet reveling projections from networked government administrations and executives and narrative strategists and mouth-pieces with a platform... some of my favorite people in the world have very dark skin and speak quite differently than me, and none of them seemed to fall for the race-bait politics, unfortunately some aRe of the philosophy that you got to get every nickle and dime, get the most out of government that you can, that's a whole perspective that needs a separate essay, but some folks do need help from time to time, and sometimes more than others... and some of my friends even protested a bit that summer, more for the street-party atmosphere i think, but none seemed to get caught up in activism narrative, much of unrest used social-unrest and activism that triggered a bunch of folks who were told they couldn't work and had to stay home for long periods of time... the social unrest used the momentum/energy of covid reactions and restrictions and triggered a bunch of folks that had their lives pulled-out from under our feet... many racial/social activists assume that everyone behaves like tribal warriors against anyone of contrasting skin-tones and that's simply just not the case, but social and race activists are claiming as much, so BLM was a brilliant source of energy for a new wave of activists and anti-americans that bought the theory that america and americans are racist by default... it doesn't take very long to research a bit about blm influencers... from a pretty humble white guy that claims zero supremacy in anything i can tell you that racial activism certainly feels like a decisive dividing wedge that i don't particularly appreciate, but you can call me, or label me anything that you must, but BLM became a tool for certain networks and leaders and influencers, don't be a fool and tell me it wasn't... now go look and see what they actually did with the funds that they raised... don't feel bad of you were fooled, it happens all of the time considering the size of some networks and how much and what types of information and media we consume... anyways... there is much to cover in the SOOT, and much has already been covered on this website over the past year or so... peace. -- ct
02-20-22 later: i put a link to a new outline/project on this website, if your curious and want to find
it and want to respond with some input of your own, well please feel free to do so... there are lot's of big stories to tell, and the story of our time is a story to consider, and to show/tell to future generations, future generations deserve to know the truth, so don't be myopic in focus, marxists certainly aren't, they have been raising new generations of activists, leaders, and policy-makers... the soot should be informative and worthy of writing. -- ct
02-20-22 more later: dang-it, i got reminded of an old post that i had read, and commented-on from C. Langan on social media platform 'gab'... and now that i see that much of what i want to put into a wrapper/story format he has sort of been writing, to different degrees and with different language, but we must be consuming much of the same news sources, but i guess that's what happens when you 'follow' someone on media platforms, they influence and encourage readers to research similar news sources... but now i have to go back and read a bunch of his posts again, and from further back than i had read before, because he might have already told the whole story but in different pieces and different ways... so i guess most of my effort might be putting a creative wrapper around other people's insight, i don't always feel good about doing so, but i guess as long as credit is given and appreciation demonstrated then it's good? i dunno, but i've started focusing on the story-line a bit and it's fun. -- ct
02-20-22 a bit more later: look, some of the things that i write about are all things that people already
know and consider, but hope/trust that tomorrow’s events will be solved by nice
people in leadership positions today, many folks are too busy and distracted
with living life to stop and put words to things that we sort of know already,
but never tried to give too much thought or consideration into... but folks don’t
think enough about foreign interference in our everyday lives, but to a big
extent foreign interference is a big part of they way some people in america live their
lives, the same with other places around the world too, it's just the way it goes really... networks of opportunistic and compromised and motivated influencers, who
themselves are influenced by foreign propaganda/interference are literally
influencing millions of zombies and sheep and american policy, whether we stop to consider that or
not is entirely up to the end-user, but don’t be naive in thinking that just
because you would never do something like that or aren't capable of even doing something like that yourself that others aren’t
actually taking part of that everyday of our lives, if you spend much time in certain areas of the country to have probably interacted with a foreign asset or two, or more depending on your zip-code and profession or areas of study, you can count on that... why would i make such a statement like that, well because it's true, folks will try to use information and potential assets to gain more useful information and influence a desired goal/outcome, it's just the way it is... i've never been involved in that sort of profession, but it only took a fifteen minute meeting with someone to come to a certain reality about the world of intelligence, i never looked into it, and it ended-up that the line of work that i was going to require special privileges never panned-out, so it was all for much about nothing, thousands of dollars of money tossed away to make sure i wasn't a bad-guy, all for a little bit of an educational experience for me, so i don't really know much about how certain people do their jobs in intel and influence, but they sort of showed be during a vetting test, and that was pretty eyeopening itself, beware of the beautiful woman that show's exceptional interest... how's this for an eye-opening experience for you, i don't know what the professionals call it, i just call it a big thank-you for the heads-up... i'm a young man that's had a few drinks and just trying to have a good night out with some bros, we go visit a few bars and places to eat, we are in this one bar and i go in the men's room and make proper use of the urinal and a pretty large/tall local domes in and uses the other urinal beside me and starts asking questions about where i'm from and what do i do and who am i there with, and i probably shared just enough that he targeted me, they guy says something like 'oh, you can see the guys doing their night-jumps and landings near my place, you and your buddies should come join me', and i'm like 'i don't know what to think of this guy, but i like drinking a few beers outside around a fire and watching the night-sky'... well, actually i don't remember exactly what i was thinking, it was a long time ago... but i exit the men's room, and i go to the bar, and a guy sitting there casually asks me about what the guy in the men's room had asked me, i tell him that, and that alone... and the guy says, well if i were you i might want to just leave the bar with your buddies, and if that guy approaches you guys at all say that you aren't interested and need to get back on base soon, because he is going to invite you and your buddy's back to his place, and he's going to pull-out one of the biggest knives that you have ever seen when he has the opportunity to isolate you at his place, and you will be victimized in one capacity or another... i looked him in his eyes, after a satisfying few seconds i thanked him for the heads-up and proceeded to collect my buddies and we left the bar and onto a different venue... i had that experience a couple of weeks into jump-school, and prior to my process to receive special privileges at another part of america, colorado was beautiful except when it was cold, and i met some of my favorite people while i hung out there for a bit... but my point is that knowing that just because your name is on some list which states that you have special privileges, but the mere fact that you are on this list that other foreign nations will know your name and who you are... how fvcking nuts is that to consider, it was pretty strange and insightful to a battlefield construction grunt that wanted to change jobs after a couple years of repetitive and boring training, so i'm not one of those special people that new about special privileged things, i just simply went through the vetting process, which was pretty eye-opening, i mean, who ever thought about that sort of stuff anyways... it just helped me to understand that there might always be something more than meets the eye when you consider that intelligence and persuasion are professions that professional smart people and subordinates do everyday for a living, but who ever knew that, certainly not a naive city-boy, but the whole vetting process was incredibly useful for a greater understanding of reality... anyways, glad to set the record straight, again, i'm not an important person, i'm not a professional anything, and i've never had to really work in a job where you had to have special privileges for very long, it was so silly and a waste of time and energy and focus, really, my resume is boring but a but eclectic, nothing really special about any of my experiences... glad to set the record straight... but i really don't like the thought of being surveilled or vetted, they are both nauseating but necessary i suppose. -- ct