03-09-22: someone had recommended the movie the 'peaceful warrior', he said Nick Nolte is in it... it's a book too, and it looks like it's part of theory and life's work by a D Millman... i haven't read much about him or his theories or perspectives or opinions, but i'll watch the movie that was recommended, and take some notes, maybe tonight if i can stay awake long enough, i'm running on fumes today and might try to fit in a nap to get me through the rest of the afternoon and evening, i appreciate tying-in a nap with prayer/meditation, 30 minutes seems like plenty if you need to just recharge a bit, but i fade out starting with prayer usually when i bed down... i wonder what Mr Millman has to say about that :-) -- ct
03-09-22 later: OK, i'ma gonna check-a outta da movie nowa... in the meantime i'm having a tit-for-tat with my dad on the facey-book, he views liberalism and freedom and DNC differently than i do... so the way that it works is that i write something meaningful and insightful and true and mostly spot-on, and then occasionally my dad get's lucky with a timely DNC-generated narrative-of-the-day meme that distracts from current reality and shifts focus back on things that happened fifteen years ago because they don't like to talk about the here and now an inconvenient truths that they don't want to talk about, that's sort of how this tit-for-tat usually works with my dad and i... look, some of my favorite people in the world also happen to be hypnotized zombies that swear that democrats do no wrong and will repeat any narrative of the day that their masters push, i'm fine with that understanding/reality, but they aren't going to make me shut-up about the buffoons they elected into office again, i know, we all wish everybody believed in the same ideas and facts and set of bullshit that we believe, but that's simply not life, so i don't mind pushing back on the political know-it-alls that love to dismiss truth and reality, my mission in life isn't to make people comfortable and happy, although some folks wish that it was, go back to your simple and insulated lives where public policy must be explained in a clever meme or a fortune cookie... anyways, i'm gonna crank up the movie and take some notes, i like to do that when people recommend a flick or a book, etc, i'm no critic or reviewr or analyzer, i'm just like a face-book or political fact-checker, i just offer my opinions and perspectives on certain matters, but DNC-cultists need a fvcking reality check of huge proportions their continued support and appreciation of the brandon in chief and the administration's environmental zealotry policies and economic manipulation and destabilization, the zombies can keep repeating suggestive narratives til they are blue in the face and noggins alike, but some folks certainly need a wake-up call to snap them back to reality, that's all i'm trying to say, i'ce personally heard from over twenty folks that anger-voted for brandon and now are regretful, i can relate, we all make stupid decisions sometimes, but admitting that we have a problem is a good step in the right direction, otherwise it's going to be hard to deprogram your faulty algorithm ... OK... the movie review now... right. -- ct
03-09-22 laterer: peaceful warrior - Universal Studios, Sobini Films 2007
inspired by true events
gymnast dripping sweat holding a pose on the rings, executes a decent looking dismount and experiences and unfortunate outcome, it's a dream/nightmare
he wakes the young lady sleeping next to him, it's 3:am, he can't go back to sleep so he dresses and goes out for a run, he ends-up at a service station to grab a drink, and has am odd encounter with the old-man, i won't expand on details as not to be a spoiler...
the next day opens with the men's collegiate gym team out for a run, they make few crude comments like many college folks do, military folks were the same but different in that respect...
next scene the gym team's coach is trying to convey some inspirational and challenging rhetoric to push the boys into better production and execution, he's got some decent coachy lines
8:40 one of the team-mates does a decent pommel-horse routine, coach is encouraging and motivating, then millman tries to execute a difficult dismount from rings, coach gives him crap about it but encourages him to keep working hard, team mate zing's him with a 'lord of the rings' comment
next scene he pulls-up at service station with his motorcycle and want's to know how the old-timer did something seemingly impossible, he confronts him over it, he mentions 'elite warriors', explains difference between wisdom and knowledge, he talks a bunch of deep/dense philosophy in a short period of time, so far so good, the kid tells the old-timer how often he trains and 'socretes' isn't impressed, if you don't make the olympic team what are you going to do, you must have thought about it (i recall a similar conversation with a decent mentor or two, priceless but difficult words)... crap, i'm only fifteen minutes in and i've already written too much, but i like the movie so far...
... next scene is frat-bar party, some drinking and trash talking and some drama over 'a girl', another girl hits on the kid, they end-up in suggestive scene shy of nudity, and then an unexpected thing ends the encounter
... kid ends-up back at service station talking to the old-timer, people live a lifetime without ever becoming awake, if you know so much then why are you working at a gas-station, this is a 'service station', we offer service, there is no higher purpose, service to others... 19:30 the kid sees 'Joy' for the first time, big buddah little buddah, cute... the kid and the old man eat, the kid show's interest in Joy, slow-down you might taste something, you practice gymnastics and i practice everything, so how long can you stand like this 'jack', 5 min on the table (they had us do similar 'exercises' in the army too, sometimes while holding an m-16 at full arms-length), my son jack, everyone wants to tell you how to do this and that and not find your own answers, i want you to stop gathering information from the outside and gather it from the inside... 24:40 people are afraid of what's on the inside, and it's the only place they are going to find what they need, challenges him about 'being scared' and feeling empty, you tell me that you want to be someone more than someone that gets=up on those rings and performs more than a well rehearsed stunt or two, you tell me that you want to be someone that uses his mind and his body in ways that most people won't have the courage to, and i will train you Dan, to be a real warrior
... next is motorcycle scene, some reckless driving behavior
... then gym scene where kyle has an injury, kid doesn't want to admit injury, typical athetic denial and pressure, kids talk about the injury and opportunity for someone to step-up and take kyle's spot on the horse, competitive behavior
... dan is back talking to socretes, explains that he first saw opportunity rather than compassion in kyle's injury, toss me the wrench, the five-eigths, the mind is just a reflex organ it reacts to everything, it fills your head with millions of randon thoughts per day and none of them reveal anymore about yourself than a freckle does at the end of your nose, slap-fest, did you notice how the right leverage can be very effective, what if i told you that's what your training, even your life is about, developing the wisdom to apply the right leverage and the right place at the right time, take out the trash, the trash is up here, that's the first part of your training, learning to throw out everything that you don't need in here (head-poke), meet me on campus tomorrow at the bridge
... dan is running, forgot about horse try-outs, asks bud to have coach wait for him so he can meet socretes at the bridge... can we make this quick, sure, hey i'm talking to you, you said you were in a hurry so i emptied-out your mind, you were present, devoted one-hundred percent to the experience you were having, you even had a word for it LOL, your out of your mind you know that, it's taken a lifetime of practice, (uggggh i'm only a third into the film), there is always something going on, there is never anything not going on, touches him and gives him hyper-focus/vigilance (i can relate to getting in the zone and being able to see multiple stories and events going on at the same time, it can be pretty exhausting when you can't really control it), there is never nothing going on, take out the trash dan, he teaches him about how to focus and not be distracted by noisy thoughts, nice coaching technique
... horse try-outs, where's millman, in the shower, experiencing slowed mind and hyper-focus, execute flawless at horse try-outs, shocks team mates and coach with performance
... on motorcycle pulls-up to service station, bragging about performance and calling the focus a trick, shows that he didn't appreciate the experience other than selfish motives and ego, gloating, go home, training is over for tonight (think on your sins for awhile)
... back at campus he has strange encounter/experience with socretes in the gymnasium, climbs the rope and has a seat, helps him to 'hear' everyone's thoughts internal conversations, he's hearing everyone's negative thoughts, go home i said, what did you just to do me, some of the things i'm going to show you your going to need strength and your going to have to trust me, runs away
... 45:00 back at the college bar, so this old guy did this high-jump, so i'm listening to him so i can find out how he did it, he hears his team-mate project the negative thoughts he had from the gym earlier
... he's outside and sees joy, he approaches her and mentions socretes, (half-way through he film and i've written much too much, it seems, maybe if write summaries i will learn to write the stories a little better, maybe this is good practice), she doesn't give him specific details that he's asking about and listens to his perceptions and answers with reflective questions and statements
... back on the motorcycle at night, he's back at the service station, takes his helmet off as he looks back at the old man, they don't exchange words, but dan is shown doing various chores around the station, sweeping, scrubbing etc.
... back at his room he denies entry to beautiful co-ed
... back to sweeping scene, bathroom cleaning, isn't happy about the labor and work
... back at the gym coach is harshly criticizing ring performance, he concedes that he's 'off today', the next time your tired try taking a nap instead of coming to practice, team mates in background murmuring
... back at service station at night, how we doing tonight, tired hungry and horny, how r U doin'... i need some answers tonight (doubt impatience), when you become a warrior you learn to meditate through every action, 'scrubbing toilets!?', letting go of attachments like your pride, [rewind and pause at 49:51, i'm really thinking about bed.sleep right about now, it's 22:10 and i'm fading hard/fast]... TBC'd...